To continue from the last post, yes, Brian did call. And yes, he and I have hung out on four separate occasions since that weekend. Actually, now that I think about it, we have spent pretty much every weekend together since Inauguration. We’ve grown closer and closer each time, and I feel more comfortable with him than I’ve ever felt with anyone else. It’s amazing, really. I have never felt this way about anyone before. With him, I feel comfortable and best of all, I feel like myself. I am perfectly satisfied and content just to be with him, and we don’t even have to be doing anything in particular. Two weekends ago I spent the weekend at his apartment, and we didn’t do anything spectacular except bowling — and I was perfectly okay with it. He is attentive, funny, and easy-going. And while we are still getting to know each other in terms of sex, he is very caring in bed. My favorite is when he gives me little kisses in the middle of the night, on my shoulder, my face, and my arms. I think about him all the time, and I’m constantly thinking of fun things we could do together.
Judging from all of my posts since the inception of this blog, Brian is definitely different from all the others. At least, he makes me feel differently than I ever did with anyone else, and that is always a good sign. The long-distance factor is something that is constantly in the back of my mind, but for now, I’m hoping to have a good time and not to worry so much about that. I figure that, in the long run, things will work themselves out for the best. So even if Brian and I don’t last for long, at least now I will know what it’s like to feel excited about someone and to want to spend time with them.
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